His and Her Health

Thanks in advance for any comments and advice you might have. I didn't see a topic describing this precise situation, so I started a new one.

Here's the situation. My girlfriend and I have been together for about a year and a half. We've lived together for quite a while now too. She's a very smart, beautiful girl with her head on straight. For the first few months we were together, the sex was amazing. However we did have a little trouble because I was a little too big for her, I had to take it easy sometimes to avoid causing her pain.

Then trouble came. It turned out that she had HSV-1, though we are unsure if it came from me or from her. In any event, the symptoms were mild and vanished with treatment with no recurrences thus far. After that, she didn't want to have sex very often... which I completely understood! I mean it scared me a little too. Months went by, and sex became less frequent... she couldn't even get wet anymore. She used to love having me perform oral on her (she begged for it), but didn't even want that anymore. Eventually, sex became so infrequent that we haven't done anything sexual in 4 months. She said stress, the HSV incident and the pain all came together to completely kill her sex drive.

Now, I love this girl and wanted to work this out.. I talked with her about it from time to time, but it was to no avail. It just made her feel bad, reducing her to tears sometimes, that she couldn't satisfy my needs. So I hesitate to bring it up anymore; I don't want to hurt her. She says she tries things sometimes, but can't even arouse herself anymore. I tried everything, giving her massages, taking her out to nice restaurants and taking her out to have fun to hopefully get rid of the stress... without any pressure for sex. Note that I'm not just doing these things to get in her pants either, though I definitely want that. This really concerns me; there's something wrong here and I want to help her through it.

At this point though, I'm starting to lose my mind. I have a beautiful woman I love cuddling up with me every night and I can't have sex with her. Ever. It's a form of torture I can't really describe. I find my mind wandering and questioning her trustworthiness, and I know I shouldn't... The rest of the intimacy is still there... she's always cuddling, touching, kissing, etc... which almost makes it more unbearable.

I've dated a lot of women over the years, and this is the first one I ever thought of marrying.. but I can't take the jump until we overcome this. The thought of celibacy for the rest of my life is so unpalatable I think I'd rather starve to death, despite how selfish I might be for thinking this way. Worse, she knows this is what's holding us back.

Things I can rule out:

1. I'm not too small. (not bragging, just stating a fact).

2. She used to orgasm. She can't even get wet now. So it's not technique. I'm taking her word on this though.

3. It's not the pill. She's been on it since we met and is still on the same one... something else caused this.

4. The HSV itself (though perhaps it caused a psychological problem). It hasn't recurred at all, for either of us. It's the mild HSV-1 form anyhow.

What can we do to fix this? I know there are some supposed pills and supplaments, like Provestra, but I tend to distrust things like that. Maybe counseling? But how effective are shrinks? Or is there something else I'm totally overlooking?

Has your girlfriend been to see her Gyn to rule out any physical reason for low desire. Sometimes when there has been pain during intercourse the woman is very hesitant to try again.Ask her to see her Gyn and talk to the doctor about the lack of desire and the pain she has had.

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