Re: Prozac (?)
Prozac? Don't get me started!<P>I was on it for 10 years, approximately. Age 9 or 10 to age 19. It killed my libido, and I hope it doesn't kill yours!<P>Prozac will change the structure of your brain over time, which isn't ness. something to be scared of. My sister told me, depression changes the structure of your brain. A lot of things do. (She is a clinical psych. grad. student.)<P>Prozac can, over time, make you depressed, so you had better watch out for that! I got depressed in H.S. so they upped my Prozac (doubled then trippled my dose). I was still depressed! Suicidally depressed. I would occasionally be happy for a little while, so I thought maybe I was cyclotymic. Sp? <P>Well, over time the depression got worse and worse. I had a suicide attempt that I backed out of at the last second (I was strangling myself with a belt). I then started doing this almost on a daily basis. The idea was to remind myself, "You don't really want to die, you're just unhappy." But soon, it became so normal for me to get upset and go almost strangle myself with this belt (I chose a soft leather belt because it wouldn't leave marks and would be less painful) that it became just exactly the same as my friend who was cutting herself all over her arms and legs to make herself feel better. Physical pain can drown the emotional pain. It was a very, very negative pattern.<P>When I was 19, I decided enough was enough! To relate my total experience, when I was 18 I was switched to Zoloft as the Prozac was obviously not working! I continued for several months on the Zoloft to attempt to strangle myself on a regular basis, until I stopped this unhealthy pattern. I finally just decided, "I am depressed on these meds, so why take them?" I threw them out, and once they were out of my system, my depression lifted! Not only that, I became more open-minded, and began to question things. It was like it was making me sort of a zombie all those years, and I never questioned things. I immediately started questioning my religion, and the government, and all sorts of things. It was like I was suddenly awake and alive, and I loved learning, and I loved all these things that I had forgotten all about. <P>Not that these drugs do not help people, but they are barely more effective than the placebo. I can e-mail you an article if you give me your e-mail address, and in fact I have SEVERAL articles on Prozac I could send your way. If you can tolerate the side-effects, maybe it is right for you (or if you're lucky and don't have any!). But as for me, I will never take another anti-depressant again, unless it's 5-htp or SAM-E. Sorry so negative! <P>By the way, I was on Prozac for obsessive-compulsive disorder initially, and was also taking Ritalin at the time. I was switched from Haldol to Prozac because Haldol was way too strong for obsessive-compulsive disorder (it's given to schizophrenics!), and it caused weight gain in skinny little stick-person me.