His and Her Health

First of all i would like to say thank you so much for replying. I appreciate all of your responses. Anon,(i hope i got your username right) I do use condoms and they are spermicide. I did want to answer that. . just so you could know. . some young women my age just like to do it without condoms for the pleasure, but they end up pregnant. But anyway, I have been to the gyno so many times and he said everything looks great, and he is a great doctor. The second time it wasnt as painful as the first. After what everyone had said about tensing up, i really thought that was the problem because i wasnt comfortable about where we were at. He is also huge. I was aroused but i think i started to freak out a little bit and become dry. Alot of what all of you said really helped me out because i do have a thing to just freak out. I think maybe it was the surrounding, me not being comfortable of where i was at. . and quickly getting out of the mood. Does that sound crazy? I am comfortable with him, dont get me wrong. and it was almost or about a month between the first and second time. I think what i'll have to do, is keep taking it slow like we have been. After the next time i will post another message about how it went, so make sure all of you read it. Again, thank you for taking the time out to reply and trying to help me out, you all are great.