His and Her Health

there's a topic i want to mention, it's the mental and emotional pain you deal with when you suffer from sexual problems. I have found alot of doctors and i have gone to many...were not supportive at all. they just brushed me off. i talked to gyno's and they just brushed me off. i also saw a uroloigist to get my pelvis floor checked, and i saw a doctor who checked my hormones, found my estrogen and testostrone to be low but didn't want to give me hormones. I been off my antidepressants for a year now cause i thoguht that might have been the cause of my disfunction but i still have it. nobody seems to have answers and they all look at me oddly like im from another planet when its ambarrassing enough to mention it. then i feel pressure from boyfriends to have orgasms. i even feel jealousy towards them cause they can have them and so easily. I feel jealousy towards my female friends when they brag they can easily come 3-5 times during one session. i feel anger,depression over this and it lowered my self esteem. I am 35 and wondering if i should just become and stay celebate out of my deep mental suffering. i have a few different problems. I can only have clitoral orgasms through my fingers or a vibrater. it takes a lonmg time, i have to real concentrate and it's hard. also my orgasms are very weak and don't feel very good. i want to have them vaginally, i want easier and faster clitoral ones and i want more intense orgasms. anyone else who has these problems and possible answers?

Help me please, there is a thread on this forum called Zaneblue's Orgasmic Diet for Women and Men. It is not a weight loss diet but one for increasing your ability to orgasm easier. It is long but the information is in the beginning.